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i got up nice and early this morning all set to go to the beach with Kristaine. well, we went around 11:15 and sat there til about 1:15. yeah, i have never been more burnt in my whole life! and i NEVER get burnt.. the only place i ever get burnt is either under my eyes or on my shoulders.. this time i'm completely burnt on my chest, a little on the front of each of my legs, some on my arms, and on my face. omg i am so mad at myself. why didnt i put sunscreen anywhere else besides my shoulders?!!!!! im going to look so horrible for the next couple of days.. i'm seriously going to end up using my entire stick of coverup tomorrow to get rid of the red on my nose. and if this burn doesnt go away by wednesday i'm gonna look AWFUL! oh god..
after the beach my dad and i hung out, we went to lunch, then minigolfing, then to the mall (where i got him to buy me some really cute stuff lol), then i went over to work and showed everyone my awful sunburn, then i went over to eckerd and got everything i'm going to need for my fishing excursion on wednesday-- sunscreen (my god will i need that if wednesday is going to be like today), water bottles, lotion, and dramamine. i am officially ready for my trip!! :) now i just have to figure out what to wear lol i told Kris im just gonna bring my whole wardrobe in a bag lol. she said to ask Jay tomorrow.. all three of us are gonna be working tomorrow night so i bet we'll talk about all these details :) ahh i cant wait!!! (i reallllly just want this fucking sunburn to go awayyyyy)
grrrr im in a bad mood now! well i'm off to watch tv and put more lotion on my skin.. i'm figuring if i keep putting the lotion on hopefully it'll heal quicker.. ahh my face :*(
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| brian = sex |
[08 Mar 2004|01:58pm] |
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i'm so not brian but i loved the picture and i just wanted his gorgeous face in my entry ;)
You are Brian Kinney!
Which Gale Harold are you?
brought to you by Quizilla
i spent most of the morning fucking around on the computer, then i took a short trip to blockbuster, followed by reading over 50 pages of the QAF book Every Nine Seconds. it's so great and hot, just like the show, only i'm in heaven cauz its all about brian and michael-- the two most gorgeous guys who are MEANT to be together! they need to have more amazing moments on the show, i hope season 4 prevails! last night i downloaded a couple of episodes of the show (of course i couldnt find 110 which is the one i really wanted) and i also downloaded the Whose Line is it Anyway? with Robin Williams guest starring-- fucking HYSTERICAL! but yeah anyway, lunch is soon and then unfortunately i have to go to work again so i'm outta here.
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[08 Mar 2004|09:49am] |
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i wouldnt want sharon as my mom, but hell yeah Al's my dad!!! i definitely dont want justin as my brother lol, although he could introduce me to some hotties in music.. drew would be a cool sister even though im not a big fan of hers, who the hell is buddy an who the hell is steve irwin? lol but awwww owen as my best friend?! thats fucking awesome!! he can introduce me to ben ;)
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| baby i'm addicted... |
[07 Mar 2004|06:08pm] |
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i hate having to go to work at 10:30 in the morning, but i suck it up and do it anyway. worked til 3:30 -- it was busy as fucking hell cauz its sunday morning and all the church-goers come out to early lunch. came home, showered, changed, went out to treat myself to lunch at the Outback (although it was a little lonely), then i took a drive up to Best Buy to check out the new store. i love it in there, it's so new and awesome. i checked out what QAF seasons they had, (they only had 2 & 3 and since i already have three i decided when i save up $105 i'm gonna buy season 2, even though i want to have all the seasons i really want season 1 so i can watch the B/M kiss at the turnpike over and over again!!), then bought some earphones. after best buy i drove up to Barnes and Nobel and got the book Every Nine Seconds, which is the first book in the QAF series. this one flashes back to when Brian and Michael are ending high school, waaay before the show even picked up. i've heard it was good and i'm interested to see what they do with the books. i can't wait to read it.. yay :) anyway, then i drove back home but i stopped in a development down the road from here called The Lakes. DAMN the houses in there are fucking gorgeous.. and huge! that must be where all the rich people of Myrtle Beach hide. then after that i came home and here i am. blah, i didn't like this day too much, too tiring and then boring. maybe i'll go read my book and it'll make me happy. yeah, i'm gonna do that. okay, end of pointless entry.
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| boring much? |
[06 Mar 2004|11:28am] |
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yesterday was such a waste of a day. i didnt do anything but work. i woke up, went to work at 10:30, stayed til 3:30 when i was allowed a break for 45 minutes, came home to eat lunch, went back to work at 4:15 and was there til 9:00. it was gorgeous out too and all i did was stay inside and seat people! grr! after work though i got a message from James on my voicemail and i called him back and he was like "so i've decided to go to WM prom with this beautiful girl! she's got brown hair and brown eyes and her name's melissa!" LOL it was so funny! (of course i later found out that katie told him to say that but whatever ;)) i'm very happy now that i have a date! we're gonna be the hottest Queens at the prom! hahaha :) anyway, him and i talked for like a half hour, i went to get gas, then i went back to the outback to pick up my salad for dinner. i came home, called katie, called my parents, then sat around watching tv. the awesome news about yesterday is i finished my season 3 DVD pack of Queer as Folk so i have now officially seen every episode there is to see of all three seasons! i guess i'd have to say i loved season one the best, then 3, then 2, but i thought they were all amazing! now i'm really sad its over and even sadder that i highly doubt my nana is going to order showtime just so i can see my show so i won't get to see it when it starts airing again next month. i'm gonna have my mom tape episodes for me cauz we get showtime back in NY but i wont get to watch them til June when i go back up there for prom/graduation. ahhh!! i've been so used to watching at least 3 episodes a day for the past 3 weeks that i'm gonna miss it! oh well, back to watching my Lifetime morning shows for 4 hours every morning..
out of sheer boredom this morning i taught myself how to make font glow and move on icons, and i made one but i'm not too happy with it so i'm not gonna use it lol. but i did make some more icons of brian ;)
today i'm gonna go see Starsky & Hutch, even if i have to go on my own. i love ben stiller so i can't wait! owen is funny too, but ben's the hot one ;) then i was thinking of maybe going back to the beach if it's hot enough later (its like 70 already now but it's windy so it might be shitty at the beach) and then maybe going out to dinner tonight. we'll see i guess. alright well i'm outta here, its such a gorgeous day outside and again all i'm doing is sitting at this computer..ahh..
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[04 Mar 2004|06:06pm] |
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i wished today was a little more eventful being as i have to work all day tomorrow. but whatever. after i picked up my car from Honda i took a drive down to the beach and sat there for i'd say like an hour. there's was really no one there but it was fun anyway. unfortunately there was a nasty wind near the ocean and the sun wasnt always out, but i still got some sun although i doubt i got a tan. after the beach i met my nana at the movies to see The Passion of the Christ. i handled basically the entire movie up until they were nailing him to the cross, then i lost it and had to leave. so really i only missed the last 15 minutes or so but i just couldn't handle anymore. i got through people almost beating him to death, the cross of thorns making him bleed everywhere, and him falling and hitting his head a million times while carrying the cross up the hill, but the actual crucifiction is where they got me. not only was i getting really skeved out by the image but even after i closed my eyes the sound of it was just awful. i mean the whole damn movie was pretty fucking gross but that was the part that got me. i practically ran out of the theater and almost started crying. i felt kinda stupid but on the other hand i also heard a lot of older people crying in the theater so i didnt feel as stupid. and its weird cauz i usually have a high tolerance for violence, i barely ever think a movie is "too violent", but this one takes the cake. my nana said after the movie was over that i missed the best part, that after they got him up on the cross the end wasnt gross at all. oh well, not so much of a big loss. i suppose if i was more religious it wouldve had a bigger impact on me but honestly i didnt think it was that amazing. i mean i give Mel gibson a lot of credit for making it, it takes a really gutsy person to interpret the story in that way, and jim caviesel was really good, but i guess it just wasnt my kind of movie. enough said.
so now i'm home and i'm about to work out-- go on the treadmill and do some crunches then probably watch some more of season 3 of Queer as Folk. i'm almost done with the 3rd season cauz there was only 14 episodes as opposed to 20 from the first 2 seasons. so yay, i love my brian & mikey, maybe they'll kiss once more and make me happy before the season is over lol ;) i suppose a girl can *dream*...
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[04 Mar 2004|10:33am] |
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yesterday i taught myself how to ouline fonts in PSP and i feel so proud! i went crazy and made like 15 icons but whatever lol. of course for right now they're all of QAF, but thats okay, cauz thats my obsession right now. anyway..
not much new has been going on, i've just been working and relaxing. the weather has been BEAUTIFUL down here, it's been in the 70's everyday and im thinking of going to the beach and tanning a little today. i also wanna go to see The Passion of the Christ at some point maybe this afternoon cauz i have to work tomorrow. ALL DAY. i am not looking forward to that but hey, its money so whatever. i have to take over this girl Amy's shifts cauz she got fired. hopefully we're gonna be hiring some new people so i won't feel as new, we need the help especially hostessing cauz there's only 2 left now (me and toni), plus i wanna make some new friends. maybe they'll hire a hot guy who will like me ;) i really need a boyfriend! or at least a normal, attractive guy who likes me. because, as some of you know already, i am pretty much officially dateless again for prom being as chris and i arent really speaking. unfortunately i dont think he's read my email yet so he may have no idea how mad i am at him, but maybe eventually he'll read it and either write back or call me, but even so i dont think i want to go to prom with him. i bought this gorgeous dress (different from the black one i had originally, this one is red and soo beautiful) and im gonna look amazing, and for what? i won't have a guy next to me to TELL me i look gorgeous. i dont know, im just really upset about this whole situation. meanwhile as of yesterday i am officially on my diet, and i've been running a half a mile on the treadmill and doing crunches everyday.. maybe i'll lose some weight in the next couple of months before prom. yippee. not.
okay well thats enough complaining for now, i still haven't eaten breakfast yet and i have to pick up my car from the honda dealer/shop in a little while (my baby needed to get the 30,000 mile checkup deal today) and i miss it already! so, thats all for me.
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[01 Mar 2004|09:51am] |
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Friday
i got up pretty early in the morning so i could get to Blockbuster in PJ right when they opened then go to WM and visit. i picked up the 2nd season of Q.A.F. at blockbuster then my mom dropped me off at school. first i saw stef & mandy and we went to mcdonalds, then i came back to school and went looking for my english department ;) first i saw mr. b who didnt seem so thrilled to see me so i went and found Oatis. him and i talked for a little while, the whole time him telling me to come back to NY lol, then he got a call from his girlfriend and he had to go out right after that to get a gift for his mom or something so we said goodbye and i went walking around a little. i ended up at the guidance office talking to the secretary in there since diehl was MIA, then i ran into DeRonde and Buckland (who gave me a hug and shocked the hell outta me lol) in the hall near the main office. when 7th period started i went upstairs looking for sterne but i couldnt find him so after walking around the entire building thinking he might have a hallduty, i finally just went back upstairs to the office and found him talking on the phone. i knocked on the door and he did the funniest double take on me then i waited in the hall while he finished his phone call. when he was done he ran into the hall and gave me the BIGGEST hug, practically picking me up off the floor, it was so cute! he invited me into the office and without going into details we had one of the best conversations, talking as usual about everything, for about a half hour or so. we even talked about why i dont have a guy down here lol. and again as usual, he gave me his most honest opinions and listened to me talk about some things that were bothering me. it felt really great to be talking to him again, e-mails just arent the same. and i'd have to say the funniest part was when Buckland came in to give sterne back some videos and buckland was like "hey comparato, you didnt come to visit me!" and i was like "well i just saw you in the hallway!" and sterne was like "Melissa was just telling me how she wanted to visit you but that you're so fucking hot that she might not be able to control herself!" and buckland was like "yeah well i have that affect on women" LOLOL i can't tell you how hard i was laughing. anyway, after 7th was over he invited me to sit in on 8th period and watch Clockwork with them and i was very happy to. after class was over sterne and i said our goodbyes in the hall (they took about 20 minutes lol) and he hugged me like 4 more times and kissed me on the forehead like he used to do back when i was in 11th grade before.. well yeah, before any of that stupid shit happened. it felt awesome to see him though, i missed him so much. anyhow, after that katie and i hung out for the rest of the day. we went to see Dirty Dancing: Havana Nights, then to dinner at Applebees, then she came over my house to sleep over. the best part of the night was when i got katie addicted to QAF and we watched 8 episodes! we were up til 2am watching my hot gay guys ;) then we talked for an hour then went to sleep.
Saturday
katie and i woke up around 10:15 then went to get breakfast at Se-Port. after breakfast katie went home and i spent the rest of the day watching season 2 of QAF. i had 4 episodes to go when my dad called and said we were going out to dinner. i didnt originally want to go but he kinda convinced me. but i soon realized i shouldnt have gone. my parents and i argued the whole time, mostly because my mother insisted on bringing up the subject of homosexuals in light of my new favorite show. ordinarily i have no problem talking about this conversation, but because my parents are so prejudice, the whole conversation went downhill. it made me realize why i'm so thankful to have a mind of my own. me and my dad argued the most and we really havent spoken since saturday night. after that whole dinner ordeal and when i came home and my dad was STILL giving me a hard time, i finished watching season 2 by myself until around 12am. what a great season! and a big YAY because brian and justin finally broke up. now i'm hoping season 3 is more amazing than the last.
Sunday
i really didnt do as much as i anticipated, i spent most of the day waiting to hang out with stef but we never got to so lea called and asked me to hang out. we went to the mall where i got my prom shoes and also bought season 3 of QAF on DVD on sale for $80. i thought it was a pretty damn good deal being as its originally $120. i really need to get my hands on seasons 1 and 2 though, i wanna have the whole show :) anyway, lea dropped me off around 6 or so, i took a shower, packed up my stuff, then watched the academy awards until after 12, which was probably a mistake being as i had to wake up at 4:30 this morning. but whatever cauz it was a good show.
so yeah, that was my NY weekend for those of you that read through the whole thing. unfortunately i didn't get to see as many people as i hoped i would, and if i didnt get to see you i'm sorry! i've decided though i'm going back up to NY for almost a month in June so hopefully i'll see more people :) well i'm gonna run and write a few emails then unpack. i get to see Twisted later too so that should be fun :) anyway, thats all for now.
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| if i could change the world... |
[26 Feb 2004|01:28pm] |
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it's amazing how many hours i can sit in front of the tv! in the past.. oh, i'd say 4 days, i have watched 22 episodes of Queer As Folk (which is the complete first season) and i have to say, i have thouroughly enjoyed every minute of it! i'm so sad the first season (or rather, me watching the first season) is over, but i love the way they ended it and i love the show itself, it's so brilliant. i think most people would get turned off by the sex aspect of it, but my views on it are if practically every movie nowadays has a sex scene between a man and a woman and we're all watching them, then why can't there be sex scenes between two men or two women? i donno, i just don't see it as such a big deal. but at any rate, AMAZING first season, every episode was great.. actually, i missed 4 episodes in the middle somewhere cauz i rented the wrong volumes yesterday but thats okay, when i get back from NY i'm gonna go back and rent the volume i missed, plus by then i'm gonna rent the third season. when i'm back in NY tomorrow i'm gonna have to get to PJ blockbuster to rent the entire second season, which is 20 episodes (aprox. 9 hours) and i have to watch them all by sunday night! i wish i could rent them here but i'm not about to drive 45 minutes up to Little River just to get the 2nd season. i can't believe no other blockbuster carries it.. but you know what's truly pathetic? this is the biggest dilemma in my life right now lol, hoping to finish the entire 2nd season in 3 days. i don't care if i have to stay up til 2 am every night watching episodes, i'm gonna do it! lol. i even made some new icons of mike and brian this morning, i love their relationship (or rather lack of romance but deep feelings) so much. i hope by the end of the show they finally get together in some way. they're soo beautiful and cute together (brian more specifically lol i looooove him) so if they dont do something soon i'm gonna be so pissed! okay, enough of the new obsession..
well anyway, if anyone wants to see me in the short amount of time i'm gonna be up in NY, please give my cell a call! if not, i won't have a computer until i come back on monday, so i'll update on everything i do (and all the hours i'll have sat in front of the tv staring at hot gay boys kiss *wink*) bye for now...
Quote of the Day:
Brian: "I'm glad you came."
Michael: "We've always been there for each other."
Brian: "You more than me."
Michael: "That's not true."
Brian: "Yeah it is. I can be shitty to you sometimes. I know that. But it's only because I know that you'll always love me no matter what."
Michael: "I do."
Brian: "I do too. Always have, always will. I don't know how I could have made it without you."
-- Queer As Folk
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